Dream #1

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Dream # 1

I was dreaming  about my new cup I just bought. I saw a pick cup online at my favorite yarn shop and was counting down the days until the next stitch night so I could buy my cup. I was so excited that I came a week earlier noooo. Okay, I may not be able to crochet with others, but I can get my cup. 

I was a little sad, but then I saw a cute mug. I was told by the owner she could order the other cup and I was happy. I almost forgot about that pink cup, but on the next stitch night (which was last night) I looked for the cup. A little sad, because I didn’t see the cup. It was okay, because I was told by the owner that she had to hide my cup. It was a popular cup. 

I was happy and all smiles when I heard, “Lisa I got your cup”. I just said, “Thank you”. I was screaming on the inside. I continued  crocheting my blue skirt and talking to the people around me. I got some stitch markers and paid for my cup. “I can’t wait to go home and get a cup of hot tea. 

I knew I shouldn’t drink anything before going to bed. It wasn’t real and as I was opening my eyes I was telling myself how I hope I didn’t get up early, because I drank some hot tea late last night.

I remember a video my friend sent me about saying a prayer when you wake up at 3am and write down your dream .

I didn’t remember the prayers they suggested, so I said my own. I wasn’t going to put a pen and notebook by my bed, because I would have to turn the lights on to write in it and I will go back to sleep.  (Oh I awoke a little before 3am. I was surprised I didn’t wake up when my TV went off)

Time to go back to bed, night…

LD*

A Question…

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  • I am happy I finally got the ending of my book, but now I have to take time to type it out.
  •  It’s good to have an idea; and the ability to set that idea free.
  • The question I have asked myself is, “Can I do this?”
  • And my answer is:
  • Yes, I can!

LD*

Not Again

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Not ready to put away my granny square blanket. I have a color pattern already in my head and a smile thinking about how it’s going to look.

I got up to get a cup of tea. I just laid my project down and now my needle is gone.

I will stay calm. I will enjoy my green tea as I listen to the rain, and then I will start crocheting once again.

Bye IV Now, LD*

A Lazy Day Crocheting …

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A lazy day crocheting. I thought I was going to get some new color yarn, but Walmart  was a let down. I am not going to give up on finding more yarn at another store or even online.

I found this red heart yarn. I was just looking at the colors. It wasn’t until I got home that I noticed it was, “The granny all in one square.” It is a good thing I wasn’t planning on doing granny squares, because it wasn’t going to work anway.

I didn’t know how I was going to reuse the dark grey yarn after taking it from a different project. The grey was too dark, with the light pink, but I believe these new colors will blind together much better. The sun is still out and I am still enjoying my day off. Time to get back to my new grey project. I am still thinking about adding a little more black in it, so it won’t be so light. Only time will tell about that add on.

Bye IV Now, LD*

By My Faith Alone…

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I keep wondering how many times I have to get up and start again? I seem to be falling more than I am standing strong. I am not stressing, because there is a difference between falling and laying down.

Proverbs 24:16 NIV  [16] for though the righteous fall seven times, they rise again, but the wicked stumble when calamity strikes.    https://bible.com/bible/111/pro.24.16.NIV

Is it strength or just being stubborn? Is it worth trying? It’s new, why not go to school, and do this? Didn’t you try something last month? How many books did you sell? Are you sure you want to _

James 1:6 NIV [6] But when you ask, you must believe and not doubt, because the one who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. https://bible.com/bible/111/jas.1.6.NIV

Matthew 14:31 NIV [31] Immediately Jesus reached out his hand and caught him. “You of little faith,” he said, “why did you doubt?”  https://bible.com/bible/111/mat.14.31.NIV

I am beyond tired of listening to people’s doubts and trying to make them understand I am more than what they see. I don’t have to answer them or anyone. I know who I am and who is really on my side.

There are times when I want to talk to someone, willing someone to believe in me, but I realize not everyone can or will be there for you. It may look like I am standing alone, but I know who is really on my side. 

Bye IV Now, LD*