Rethinking: “How to restart your dream and Stop Asking for Help”? 

I have lost count of the amount of time I wasted thinking of ways to restart my life. I looked up information and videos and articles. I have a good idea on the do’s and the don’ts, but patience is not what I have.

I thought I could cut out all that boring information, by asking for help, and just focus on being creative. I knew that was wrong. The more I learned about the other side, (the business side) the more my head hurt.

I kept on telling myself, “just focus on being creative,” and wait. I’ve asked people who I thought would or could help me. I didn’t want to believe that no one would help. 

It is cool, because I am taking things into my own hands. An online class is a good start to setting my dreams free. Smiling, because I am Not going to let anything nor anyone S.T.O.P ME!!!! 

Bye IV Now, LD*

I didn’t want to get out from under the warmth of my blankets, but the thought of my coffee has me out of bed, welcoming the cool air on my bare feet. I finally got my favorite pumpkin coffee creamer.

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Time to enjoy a cup or two…

Bye IV Now, LD*

My first thought was to start writing about my dream house. I have been thinking a lot about having a house, a cat, and a backyard where family and friends can gather for a cup of coffee or tea.

I enjoy watching shows about tiny houses and I know I can not live in a tiny house, but I have gotten a lot of good ideas on how I would like my first house to look like. 

My first thought was to write them down, because just thinking about it isn’t good enough. I even bought a special book. I got this book on Amazon. 

I couldn’t finish writing down my dream house. There were a lot of ideas, the more I thought about it, the more I actually wanted to see them, and not just in words.

I thought there should be a free app where I can actually see my dream house online. I researched a few sites and was about to download one, but I thought it would be best to read more about it before I download it onto my computer.

The app that I chose took too much information and I decided it wasn’t a good idea. I will go back to my original plan and start writing it down. Sometimes it’s good to stick with your first plan.

Once I have all of my ideas on paper, maybe one day I can get them to the right people, and they can help me set this dream free. Having a dream is wonderful and working on setting it free is great motivation to not give up.

Bye IV Now, LD*

Tired eyes want to close, the yawn that follows agrees, but I really want to reorganize my room. I had it all planned out where I was going to start, how my new look was going to be changed for the better, but reality had a different plan.

With the sunlight coming through the window and a quick glance at an unfinished cross stitch project and you start thinking of something else I need to do.

What to do? What do I want to do? What do I need to do? I am laughing, because I am going to work on my cross stitch project. This is a gift that is already a month late.

I am restarting on things I have to do. I’ve already ordered a new cane and a book. I don’t know why I don’t have energy today or well I am going to enjoy my lazy day…

Bye IV Now, LD*