Category: Thinking Out Loud…

My Words…

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I don’t care how I am feeling, when asked “I am okay,” or “I am blessed.” I refuse to say anything less. I will Not give satan a chance to prove my words wrong.

Yes, there may be pain in my body, but I know I am healed by His blood.

Mark 5:34 NIV [34] He said to her, “Daughter, your faith has healed you. Go in peace and be freed from your suffering.”  https://bible.com/bible/111/mrk.5.34.NIV

Exodus 15:26 NIV [26] He said, “If you listen carefully to the Lord your God and do what is right in his eyes, if you pay attention to his commands and keep all his decrees, I will not bring on you any of the diseases I brought on the Egyptians, for I am the Lord, who heals you.”

https://bible.com/bible/111/exo.15.26.NIV

I am feeling sad and overwhelmed, because of an unhealthy work place. It’s okay, because this place is not my real job. It’s a job that pays a few bills, gets me out of the house, and the motivation to set my dreams free. I did say, “I was okay right?” Well, I am beyond that.

Bye IV Now, LD*

An Informal Letter

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Thinking Positive 

September 11th, 2025

Hello future,

First, a big thank you! I know it’s crazy to be thankful for what may or may not happen, but I honestly believe” Words and Action” is powerful. 

{} Matthew 12:37 NIV [37] For by your words you will be acquitted, and by your words you will be condemned.” 

https://bible.com/bible/111/mat.12.37.NIV

James 2:22 NIV [22] You see that his faith and his actions were working together, and his faith was made complete by what he did. 

https://bible.com/bible/111/jas.2.22.NIV {}

I am no longer just living day by day and praying tomorrow will be better, because I am not guaranteed tomorrow. Then again I am not going to act like tomorrow won’t come or accept it won’t be better.

It’s past time I put aside all doubts and follow up on each step I’ve learned to set my dreams free. That person who was unsure and afraid is gone forever and I am standing proud and I will make sure my tomorrow is better than today.

{} Isaiah 41:10 NIV [10] So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

https://bible.com/bible/111/isa.41.10.NIV {}
BYE IV Now, LD*

A Lazy Day in the Rain…

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I cannot believe I let the rain stop me from going out. I am laughing, because I have always said, “I’m not that sweet, and I will not melt” and then I would go outside.

Then again I was warm under my blankets, the rain hitting the windows acting like a lullaby, and I didn’t have to go to work. It actually felt good to be able to change my mind about actually getting out of bed. 

Then again the thought of drinking my coffee slowly and savoring its taste, brought a smile across my face, because that was the best idea I had today. I believe everyone should have a slow and relaxing day. 

Time to work on my “Cream & Light Pink” baby blanket.
Bye IV Now, LD*

Dream #1

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Dream # 1

I was dreaming  about my new cup I just bought. I saw a pick cup online at my favorite yarn shop and was counting down the days until the next stitch night so I could buy my cup. I was so excited that I came a week earlier noooo. Okay, I may not be able to crochet with others, but I can get my cup. 

I was a little sad, but then I saw a cute mug. I was told by the owner she could order the other cup and I was happy. I almost forgot about that pink cup, but on the next stitch night (which was last night) I looked for the cup. A little sad, because I didn’t see the cup. It was okay, because I was told by the owner that she had to hide my cup. It was a popular cup. 

I was happy and all smiles when I heard, “Lisa I got your cup”. I just said, “Thank you”. I was screaming on the inside. I continued  crocheting my blue skirt and talking to the people around me. I got some stitch markers and paid for my cup. “I can’t wait to go home and get a cup of hot tea. 

I knew I shouldn’t drink anything before going to bed. It wasn’t real and as I was opening my eyes I was telling myself how I hope I didn’t get up early, because I drank some hot tea late last night.

I remember a video my friend sent me about saying a prayer when you wake up at 3am and write down your dream .

I didn’t remember the prayers they suggested, so I said my own. I wasn’t going to put a pen and notebook by my bed, because I would have to turn the lights on to write in it and I will go back to sleep.  (Oh I awoke a little before 3am. I was surprised I didn’t wake up when my TV went off)

Time to go back to bed, night…

LD*