I am out in about, enjoying the sun, but all I can think about is C.O.F.F.E.E.
I want coffeeeeee.
Always Coffee..
Category: Thinking Out Loud…
Dream #1
Dream # 1
I was dreaming about my new cup I just bought. I saw a pick cup online at my favorite yarn shop and was counting down the days until the next stitch night so I could buy my cup. I was so excited that I came a week earlier noooo. Okay, I may not be able to crochet with others, but I can get my cup.
I was a little sad, but then I saw a cute mug. I was told by the owner she could order the other cup and I was happy. I almost forgot about that pink cup, but on the next stitch night (which was last night) I looked for the cup. A little sad, because I didnât see the cup. It was okay, because I was told by the owner that she had to hide my cup. It was a popular cup.
I was happy and all smiles when I heard, âLisa I got your cupâ. I just said, âThank youâ. I was screaming on the inside. I continued crocheting my blue skirt and talking to the people around me. I got some stitch markers and paid for my cup. âI canât wait to go home and get a cup of hot tea.
I knew I shouldnât drink anything before going to bed. It wasn’t real and as I was opening my eyes I was telling myself how I hope I didn’t get up early, because I drank some hot tea late last night.
I remember a video my friend sent me about saying a prayer when you wake up at 3am and write down your dream .
I didn’t remember the prayers they suggested, so I said my own. I wasn’t going to put a pen and notebook by my bed, because I would have to turn the lights on to write in it and I will go back to sleep. (Oh I awoke a little before 3am. I was surprised I didn’t wake up when my TV went off)
Time to go back to bed, nightâŚ
LD*
A Question…
- I am happy I finally got the ending of my book, but now I have to take time to type it out.
- Â It’s good to have an idea; and the ability to set that idea free.
- The question I have asked myself is, âCan I do this?â
- And my answer is:
- Yes, I can!
LD*
By My Faith Alone…
I keep wondering how many times I have to get up and start again? I seem to be falling more than I am standing strong. I am not stressing, because there is a difference between falling and laying down.
Proverbs 24:16 NIV [16] for though the righteous fall seven times, they rise again, but the wicked stumble when calamity strikes. https://bible.com/bible/111/pro.24.16.NIV
Is it strength or just being stubborn? Is it worth trying? It’s new, why not go to school, and do this? Didn’t you try something last month? How many books did you sell? Are you sure you want to _
James 1:6 NIV [6] But when you ask, you must believe and not doubt, because the one who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. https://bible.com/bible/111/jas.1.6.NIV
Matthew 14:31 NIV [31] Immediately Jesus reached out his hand and caught him. âYou of little faith,â he said, âwhy did you doubt?â https://bible.com/bible/111/mat.14.31.NIV
I am beyond tired of listening to people’s doubts and trying to make them understand I am more than what they see. I don’t have to answer them or anyone. I know who I am and who is really on my side.
There are times when I want to talk to someone, willing someone to believe in me, but I realize not everyone can or will be there for you. It may look like I am standing alone, but I know who is really on my side.
Bye IV Now, LD*
Need to Talk…
I keep saying I am going to do better, but at the same time, I do not want to hurt anyone’s feelings. I know if I donât talk things out and hold back my feelings, I will be the one who is hurt.
1 Peter 4:8 NIV [8] Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers over a multitude of sins. https://bible.com/bible/111/1pe.4.8.NIV
John 14:27 NIV [27] Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid. Â Â Â Â https://bible.com/bible/111/jhn.14.27.NIV
There was a time when I would just let things go, but now I would like to work through my feelings and understand my thoughts. If there was a disagreement with someone, I would try to work it out, but there are times when we just have to let things go.
I am studying the bible. I have the Bible app on my phone (it’s free) and I ask a question on how I am feeling. My bible is way too big to carry around with me. I am grateful for this app.
My mind had wondered from my first thought and now I can only think about crocheting. I started a pink & grey blanket, but now I am looking at a bright yellow skein of yarn. Ugh, I wish I had seen the yellow yarn first oh well I am not going to frog this project.
I am good at talking on paper or in a text, but I would rather talk face to face, so one day I will think about everything I want to say, and let whatever happens happen. Good or bad walking in the truth is better than walking in a lie..
Matthew 7:8 NIV [8] For everyone who asks receives; the one who seeks finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened. https://bible.com/bible/111/mat.7.8.NIV
Bye IV Now, LD*
3am Thunder of Words 
You must be logged in to post a comment.