This is Me….

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I am laughing at myself, because I knew I had started working on my second book. I have been thinking about it, and a smile always crossed my mind, because I finally got the ending right. Here comes the “BUT” The story isn’t on paper or saved somewhere, but still in my mind. Here I am ready to get it copyrighted and send it out into the world hahahaha the joke is on me.

It’s time to get back to work and set my story free.  This is me, I am not giving up…

Galatians 6:9 NIV [9] Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. 

https://bible.com/bible/111/gal.6.9.NIV

2 Corinthians 4:16 NIV [16] Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. https://bible.com/bible/111/2co.4.16.NIV

Bye IV Now, LD*

Two Thoughts…..

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Two thoughts:

  1. The meaning of the word, “Smile”.

*https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/smile

Smile (noun) : a facial expression in which the eyes brighten and the corners of the mouth curve slightly upward and which expresses especially amusement, pleasure, approval, or sometimes scorn.

When a baby smiles, every adult gives a smile back. Is that smile, because he or she is happy or just has gas? That question will never be answered. Smiling is based on one’s feelings and maybe showing a different expression then what they are actually thinking. Example :

Happy ~ A full smile, with teeth showing

             ~ A full smile, without showing teeth.

             ~ A laughing smile

Thinking ~ one shows a smile, because their thoughts are happy, a good idea, or stopping themselves from saying some hurtful words to someone or binding their time until they can find another job.

Knowing ~ People judge you for every little thing and they believe their thoughts are true about who they think you are and you just look at them with a smile, because you know your self-worth and their opinions doesn’t matter. 

I didn’t realize my smile put people off and I don’t look friendly. I normally give a half of a smile, unless I am laughing, or get caught off guard when I am smiling for myself.

  1. Talking to the computer to type out your words. I thought that would be a good idea – until I did it.

When babies are smiling, are they smiling because they are happy     Smiling shows one feeling or does it? When babies smile, are they smiling ’cause they’re happy, they’re hungry, or  maybe it’s just gas?As we get older we we still smile when we’re happy. Or maybe we smile because we don’t want no one that know what we’re feeling. Smiling isn’t just.Showing teeth. Some people smile with their teeth.Some people smiled, their mouths closed ’cause they had bad teeth. Are they happy when you’re smiling? Are they thinking when they smiling or you?A smile could be for any reason, it just depends.And every, everybody’s face.Shows different emotions when they are smiling.I smell.Well it depends on what I’m thinking. If I’m just smiling cause hey.I’ll do a half smile.Enough normal for me.And that’s not what I look like. I’m not smiling to be performing. I’m not smiling just to be smiling. Sometimes I could be upset and I’ll put I’ll plaster a smile on my face.The bike might the hold back my words. Sometimes I’ll smile.That’s a quick thought, just come through my head and.Hey.And this is who I am.But a smack of me for mean anything. It’s all depends on how that person is feeling and how someone else looks at you when they see you smiling. Some people may think you’re smiling ’cause you.Let’s see, I’m gonna put this When a little kid is getting ready to do something, they’ll.Take take my niece foot for for for example.Just once you get an idea, something that she knows she’s not supposed to be doing, she’ll look up and look around. Then if she noticed someone looking at it, just she hold her head down a little bit. Then she had the smile on her face. It’s not a happy smile, it’s a interesting smile.Then I’m like, OK, what you doing? Whatever it is, don’t do it.Then you just have to laugh because a smile could either show what you what you’re feeling, show what you’re thinking, or don’t show it on.It just all depends on the person.So a smile could be more than just a smile.What’s in your smile say about you?What are you?Projecting towards the world When you smile, do you care what others think of you when you’re smiling?Does it matter?What people think about you if they see you smiling? Are you performing when you smile, or are you smiling for yourself?My question is.Why are you smiling? What makes you smile?Is it for someone else?Was it for you?Remember.A smile is more than just a smile. 

It came out as one large paragraph (what you see in yellow). I didn’t feel like turning it into something that makes sense. I don’t think I will be doing that again, but at least I answered the two questions I was thinking about. It’s time for me to get back to work.

Bye IV Now, LD*

PS- I had what’s in yellow so small you couldn’t read it, but after it was copied & paste it got bigger.

A 1/2 Close Door..

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The closer I get to start working a creative job online, this computer world keeps turning me around, but I refuse to stop now.

Well, actually I am, because I can smell my bbq cabbage steaks and I am ready to eat. Tomorrow is another day and I have faith I will open that closed door and enjoy a creative work day once again…..

Bye IV Now, LD*

Coffee First

I am getting closer and closer to finding an answer to my question

How I can work at home and say,

“goodbye to my day to day job,”

But first coffee.

Bye IV Now, LD*

Just Words

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When words become more than just words they become action, and a start to something new. The sun isn’t up, no smell of strong coffee in the air but there is energy ready to start a new day.

I worked in retail for years. I enjoyed organizing tables, shelves, and walls. Turning something ordinary into something cute. I am no longer able to create in an actual store. When I walk into a store for a fresh start, the hiring manager sees a woman walking with a cane, and even though they talk with a smile. I already knew I wasn’t going to get the job.

I am on Pinterest just for fun, but what if it becomes more than just fun? I started taking notes, and I believe I am getting closer to understanding affiliate marketing. I am getting closer to creating again and a Smile.

(A few pictures of fun times)

Bye IV Now, LD*