I know I am not alone when I say, “I am grateful for a job, but I know I am worth better.” I am there, just to be there, and there is no fulfillment or joy going day by day in a blurr. It gets to the point I am dreading going into my workplace where I know they DO NOT CARE about me. I know I am more than what this company sees….

• I can read: Therefore I can learn……
• I can write: Therefore I repeat in black and white what to do…
• I can move: Therefore I can get to the job site and do whatever task I am hired to do.
• I have a heart: Therefore I care what I do and will do the best job I can do.

I spent a few hours online looking for another job, and I realized what I was doing as I found things wrong with each job. I know I want to find another job, but I don’t want to follow someone else’s rules.

I started my blog a few years ago, because I enjoy writing. I know what I write is a little all over the place and may or may not always be written correctly. Then I got to thinking maybe I can sell a blanket or two and not stress too much on finding another job. 

I like what I am doing, even with rude customers, but they all are not that way. My eyes are starting to hurt looking at this screen, so I am going to look for an anime to watch and work on another project.

My goal was to learn how to get my blog to work for me.  I got side tracked, by looking for a job in the real world, and not doing what was planned. I am still Smiling, because there is always tomorrow. If you don’t give up, you can always win another day, and I will have that win One Day!!

Bye IV Now, LD*

*** This is what I was trying to add on as a second page to my blog****

Hello & Welcome to Krochet ~ Cafe….

My name is Lisa D. I enjoy turning yarn, thread, and words into something NeW.  Whenever I have an idea and I want to turn it into reality I find a way to do just that and ‘Krochet~Cafe’ is a way for me to gather my Thoughts & Creativity to set these Dreams Free.

It’s Time to have some FuN!!

*****Although I couldn’t add this on as a second page now. One day I will. Proud of myself for not throwing my computer across the room, because it wasn’t doing what I wanted it to do… Tomorrow is another day. I will come back with a clear mind and will keep trying until I get it right.*******

Wondering why I cannot click on the preview button? Going to fix a cup of tea, find an anime, and relax for the rest of the day………

That’s it IV today, Bye IV Now, LD*

A lazy Saturday doesn’t mean you are not doing anything or going anywhere. The word ‘lazy’ has a different meaning to everyone, what does the words ‘Lazy Saturday’ mean to you?

1. Crochet – I know I crochet every day. The idea of crocheting as long as I like was a COOL idea. I am keeping my word in finishing one project at a time (unless someone is requesting an item and is paying for my time) and not start another project until I’m done with this one. I am working on an orange and blue project now . Although I would rather be working on another project in a yellow, because I just got some new yarn. I am Smiling just thinking about working on it. 
2. Reading – I gave away most of my books,(because of moving into a smaller space) but saved a few that I liked the most. I started one book, but I was surprised I couldn’t get into it (again). The next book was a Jude Deveraux book “Ever After,” and I cannot put this book down. I know of the characters, but I don’t recall the full story. Once again, I cannot stop reading this book. 
3. I also like playing my video games: Township and Design Home are two of games I play on my phone.
4. I would watch anime all day  and every day if I had it my way. I am running out of new anime to watch that don’t have fighting in it. Don’t get me wrong I LOVE ONE PIECE  (for where else would I get to watch Zoro) and a few more, but sometimes less action can help clear one’s mind.
5. Working only if I want to – will end my list on what my lazy day would be (is).

The sun is out, I think I will take my crochet out on the patio, and enjoy the rest of my lazy Saturday.  I hope whatever you call fun, you make that your lazy Saturday or your next free day..

Bye IV Now, LD*

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Happy and Sad all at the same time? It is crazy to feel this way. How can one person feel two different things at one time? I am thinking I should focus on one, but then the second comes a step closer to the first. Then how can I Not think of both?

My Happy thought: I have been wanting to start a website, (and yes I know this blog is a website) where I am just talking about my craft, and maybe a book or two. 

Someone asked : “Don’t you already have a blog, where you can do that, and not spend money you don’t have?”

I answered         : “Yes, I already have a blog and my 3am Thunder of Word blog is just that? It is a thunder of words and my words can be anywhere from a mild storm or something loud and crazy. There is a difference from having a site based totally on my creative thoughts”.

People still seem to amaze me, because if I am happy being me. Why is it bothering you? It is a GOOD thing I NO LONGER allow others to second guess who I am now and who I will be tomorrow.

My Sad thought   :  I thought I finally got my NEW site cleared, but I was wrong. I can log into that account on different screens and it is secure, but it still says, “—-

I am BEYOND HAPPY, because there is NO LONGER A PROBLEM!!!! Can you tell I am Happy? I may have only one story, No Logo, but one step at a time. Here is my 2nd outlook on staying positive. I WILL NEVER STOP BEING ME!!

https://krochetcafe.com/   It isn’t perfect and I am a little upset, because I see some mistakes. Who said I was perfect ~ not me….

Bye IV Now, LD*