Rethinking….

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Rethinking: “How to restart your dream and Stop Asking for Help”? 

I have lost count of the amount of time I wasted thinking of ways to restart my life. I looked up information and videos and articles. I have a good idea on the do’s and the don’ts, but patience is not what I have.

I thought I could cut out all that boring information, by asking for help, and just focus on being creative. I knew that was wrong. The more I learned about the other side, (the business side) the more my head hurt.

I kept on telling myself, “just focus on being creative,” and wait. I’ve asked people who I thought would or could help me. I didn’t want to believe that no one would help. 

It is cool, because I am taking things into my own hands. An online class is a good start to setting my dreams free. Smiling, because I am Not going to let anything nor anyone S.T.O.P ME!!!! 

Bye IV Now, LD*

A Lazy Day in the Rain…

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I cannot believe I let the rain stop me from going out. I am laughing, because I have always said, “I’m not that sweet, and I will not melt” and then I would go outside.

Then again I was warm under my blankets, the rain hitting the windows acting like a lullaby, and I didn’t have to go to work. It actually felt good to be able to change my mind about actually getting out of bed. 

Then again the thought of drinking my coffee slowly and savoring its taste, brought a smile across my face, because that was the best idea I had today. I believe everyone should have a slow and relaxing day. 

Time to work on my “Cream & Light Pink” baby blanket.
Bye IV Now, LD*

A Question…

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LD*

By My Faith Alone…

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I keep wondering how many times I have to get up and start again? I seem to be falling more than I am standing strong. I am not stressing, because there is a difference between falling and laying down.

Proverbs 24:16 NIV  [16] for though the righteous fall seven times, they rise again, but the wicked stumble when calamity strikes.    https://bible.com/bible/111/pro.24.16.NIV

Is it strength or just being stubborn? Is it worth trying? It’s new, why not go to school, and do this? Didn’t you try something last month? How many books did you sell? Are you sure you want to _

James 1:6 NIV [6] But when you ask, you must believe and not doubt, because the one who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. https://bible.com/bible/111/jas.1.6.NIV

Matthew 14:31 NIV [31] Immediately Jesus reached out his hand and caught him. “You of little faith,” he said, “why did you doubt?”  https://bible.com/bible/111/mat.14.31.NIV

I am beyond tired of listening to people’s doubts and trying to make them understand I am more than what they see. I don’t have to answer them or anyone. I know who I am and who is really on my side.

There are times when I want to talk to someone, willing someone to believe in me, but I realize not everyone can or will be there for you. It may look like I am standing alone, but I know who is really on my side. 

Bye IV Now, LD*