This is Me….

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I am laughing at myself, because I knew I had started working on my second book. I have been thinking about it, and a smile always crossed my mind, because I finally got the ending right. Here comes the ā€œBUTā€ The story isn’t on paper or saved somewhere, but still in my mind. Here I am ready to get it copyrighted and send it out into the world hahahaha the joke is on me.

It’s time to get back to work and set my story free.  This is me, I am not giving up…

Galatians 6:9 NIV [9] Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. 

https://bible.com/bible/111/gal.6.9.NIV

2 Corinthians 4:16 NIV [16] Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. https://bible.com/bible/111/2co.4.16.NIV

Bye IV Now, LD*

Time 2 Get Up….

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Trying to stay under the warmth of blankets, because you finally have a day off or the sun isn’t even lighting the sky. I know I ate yesterday, and had a late night snack. I shouldn’t be hungry, but here I am. I tried to overlook it, but all I can think about is a bowl of hot apple cinnamon oatmeal with some walnuts, and some craisins in it. Time to eat…

Bye IV Now, LD*

Two Thoughts…..

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Two thoughts:

  1. The meaning of the word, ā€œSmileā€.

*https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/smile

Smile (noun) : a facial expression in which the eyes brighten and the corners of the mouth curve slightly upward and which expresses especially amusement, pleasure, approval, or sometimes scorn.

When a baby smiles, every adult gives a smile back. Is that smile, because he or she is happy or just has gas? That question will never be answered. Smiling is based on one’s feelings and maybe showing a different expression then what they are actually thinking. Example :

Happy ~ A full smile, with teeth showing

             ~ A full smile, without showing teeth.

             ~ A laughing smile

Thinking ~ one shows a smile, because their thoughts are happy, a good idea, or stopping themselves from saying some hurtful words to someone or binding their time until they can find another job.

Knowing ~ People judge you for every little thing and they believe their thoughts are true about who they think you are and you just look at them with a smile, because you know your self-worth and their opinions doesn’t matter. 

I didn’t realize my smile put people off and I don’t look friendly. I normally give a half of a smile, unless I am laughing, or get caught off guard when I am smiling for myself.

  1. Talking to the computer to type out your words. I thought that would be a good idea – until I did it.

When babies are smiling, are they smiling because they are happy     Smiling shows one feeling or does it? When babies smile, are they smiling ’cause they’re happy, they’re hungry, or  maybe it’s just gas?As we get older we we still smile when we’re happy. Or maybe we smile because we don’t want no one that know what we’re feeling. Smiling isn’t just.Showing teeth. Some people smile with their teeth.Some people smiled, their mouths closed ’cause they had bad teeth. Are they happy when you’re smiling? Are they thinking when they smiling or you?A smile could be for any reason, it just depends.And every, everybody’s face.Shows different emotions when they are smiling.I smell.Well it depends on what I’m thinking. If I’m just smiling cause hey.I’ll do a half smile.Enough normal for me.And that’s not what I look like. I’m not smiling to be performing. I’m not smiling just to be smiling. Sometimes I could be upset and I’ll put I’ll plaster a smile on my face.The bike might the hold back my words. Sometimes I’ll smile.That’s a quick thought, just come through my head and.Hey.And this is who I am.But a smack of me for mean anything. It’s all depends on how that person is feeling and how someone else looks at you when they see you smiling. Some people may think you’re smiling ’cause you.Let’s see, I’m gonna put this When a little kid is getting ready to do something, they’ll.Take take my niece foot for for for example.Just once you get an idea, something that she knows she’s not supposed to be doing, she’ll look up and look around. Then if she noticed someone looking at it, just she hold her head down a little bit. Then she had the smile on her face. It’s not a happy smile, it’s a interesting smile.Then I’m like, OK, what you doing? Whatever it is, don’t do it.Then you just have to laugh because a smile could either show what you what you’re feeling, show what you’re thinking, or don’t show it on.It just all depends on the person.So a smile could be more than just a smile.What’s in your smile say about you?What are you?Projecting towards the world When you smile, do you care what others think of you when you’re smiling?Does it matter?What people think about you if they see you smiling? Are you performing when you smile, or are you smiling for yourself?My question is.Why are you smiling? What makes you smile?Is it for someone else?Was it for you?Remember.A smile is more than just a smile. 

It came out as one large paragraph (what you see in yellow). I didn’t feel like turning it into something that makes sense. I don’t think I will be doing that again, but at least I answered the two questions I was thinking about. It’s time for me to get back to work.

Bye IV Now, LD*

PS- I had what’s in yellow so small you couldn’t read it, but after it was copied & paste it got bigger.

A New Smile

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~Screaming today is the day I stop being scared and start being the woman I know I can be. I am more than what people see and it’s time to show the world who I am!

Philippians 4:13 NIV [13] I can do all this through him who gives me strength.

https://bible.com/bible/111/php.4.13.NIV

Psalms 27:1 NIV [1] The Lord is my light and my salvation— whom shall I fear? The Lord is the stronghold of my life— of whom shall I be afraid?

https://bible.com/bible/111/psa.27.1.NIV

Galatians 6:9 NIV [9] Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. https://bible.com/bible/111/gal.6.9.NIV

I could continue to gather more bible verses, but then I will have gotten off of track and I am so over doing that. 

  1. I will learn how to set up an Amazon Influence front store.
  2. I will learn how to post ads on my Pinterest and blog posts (only on items I truly believe in and have personally used).
  3. I have had thisĀ  book in my head for months. I convinced myself I shouldn’tĀ  work on it until I got the first book I wrote out in the world, but that book got changed in a bad way. So bad that it lost me and became something I am not proud of and haven’t found the right person who can help me rectify that.

I am going to start working on my second book, and tomorrow I will get back online and do my best to figure it out..

Bye IV Now, LD*