I am not the one for being patient, because patience is a hard thing to do. It is especially hard when you want something or there’s something you want to do. 

When I have too much time to think, because I do not know what’s going on. I get to thinking of the what if’s:

1.  What if I am not Important enough for someone to keep their word? (playing on past hurts)
2.  Did I make a mistake in trusting someone who at one time has done wrong? (Although I did get an apology. I also know he has had a lot on his mind and he would never do anything to purposely do anything wrong).
3. Did he just forget about me?
4. Did I get put on the back of the list, because I am family?

When you have time to think of all these possibilities of what could have happened or what could have  gone wrong?  A simple phone call could have cleared everything up, but unfortunately there was no phone call that was made (his phone was totalled and he had to go out of town for work).

 I decided to reach out to someone else  that knew him, but that person decided to not answer my calls ( my brother and not his mother).

I finally got my computer and I just now realized I forgot to apologize to my cousin. Oh well there will be another time I see him.

I am laughing, because what happened to him actually happened to me. I  should have told him what I did to prevent this mix-up.

An address book. What is an address book? It’s a book where you simply add people whom you want to stay in touch with with their personal information. I had names, phone numbers, and a note of who they are for example: family, friend, co-worker, church family, doctors etc…. Etc…

I know I am not alone when I say, “I started putting in my phone”. Although putting everything in your phone is Fast and Easy  it does have a drawback. If you have to change your phone, all your information doesn’t always transfer to your new phone, and it’s lost. 

I should have learned from my mistakes, because just like before changing phones I lost all of my contacts.  I even said I was going to get a book and start writing all my information in, but I kept on saying, “one day” and that one day never came.

The good I am on Facebook. I may not have too many friends, but the few I have are on my fb page. There are a few who aren’t on fb and if you contact me cool and if not I wish everyone well. 

I can’t believe I spent most of my day learning. I didn’t think I could learn online, but Ii am HAPPY I was wrong. I did two sections, which held 10 15 minutes videos and handouts (well examiles that you were able to go along with). I really want to continue, but a day without working out I cannot do.

I can’t believe I just typed that. Who said they would rather workout versus learning how to change careers? I wonder if that is why I hear thunder outside my bedroom window?

I guess one has to look good going into a new world. God is so good, because this 51 year old is about to get LOUD!!!

Some don’t see me, and it doesn’t matter, because ONE DAY EVERYONE WILL!!!!!

Bye IV Now, LD*

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