Just Being Me

Don’t you love it when people tell you.

What you should do…

When you should do it…

Was surprised I wasn’t told how to do it…

The funny thing is they don’t know how to crochet, so they don’t know how long it takes to work on a blanket.  

I just smile, stop trying to defend myself, and continue to be the best I can be..

In the end that’s all I can do..

The

      End!

Emotions

Thinking Out Loud!

Emotions…

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By Lisa Danielle

INTRODUCTION

When something good or bad things  happens we all go through strong emotions. If it’s something upsetting one could  stay in control or one could lose focus allowing ones bad feelings to take over them. Emotions are strong feelings and its how we handle them shows how strong or how weak we are?

Emotions:

A textbook definition of the word “emotions” could means:

  1. Happy          – When a child receives a new toys  he or she express a joyous laugh you can hear and maybe a smile you can see how “happy” they are.
  2. Sadness       – When your team loses their ballgame. Feelings are hurt yes, but if one played with all their hearts and gave it their best. These feelings will pass and new plans are being prepared to win the next one.
  3. Grateful.     – When someone does something nice for you. You are happy and blessed to know someone cares.
  4. Ignored       – One is overly tired and wish to be alone, but one has to get through the day with others around them. Some can hide their feelings (and get through their day) and others have a look that says, “step away from me.”
  5. Upset/Mad – When you see “red,” and want to charge at everything in your path and before you could blink you have lost control of who you are. Bad news, hurtful words, and rude people can be the cause, but only you can overcome these feelings. And, think about how good it feels when people see their words and actions has no effect on you.
  6. Joy                – Another word for being “Happy.”
  7. LOVE            – Love is the STRONGEST and MOST  IMPORTANT Emotion of all, because Love overrides sadness of a lost, overrides bad and hurtful feelings, and Love can bring a smile to others when all they want to do is cry.
  8. Forgiveness/Thankful – Two more words for, “Love.”
  9. Blessed/Blessing – Someone has helped you and you play it forward and help someone else.
  10. Satisfied – You cross your finish line and you feel good about your accomplishment.

In The End..

True there are countless more names and feelings for emotions. Who has the time or energy  to go through them all. These feelings can make you want to sing and dance, or run and hide, and get loud and fight.

We all have these emotions and go through them a different way. I may close my eyes and think about my blessings (Jesus, my child, my life, and a handful of people I know who truly cares for me) and I can truly smile again.

I also  like “Words,” and I find myself calming down or slowing down when I am reading (The Bible) or writing down my feelings or expressing them in a different form?

Closing Thoughts.

A deep breath and a happy smile from me. I was upset, but those feelings has passed. And, I can look forward to a restful sleep.

Holding  onto bad thoughts leaves one feeling hurt and in pain and how can one enjoy a good night’s dream with strong feelings clouding one’s mind? I had to forgive and let go (even when a friend ended my trust and now is just a passing friend now). I am moving forward and Not letting my past hurts hold me down or interrupting my dream again. “I hope I am not alone?

                               The End!                                                                             

A New JOB

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The sun is out, but I am inside at work. Working from paycheck to paycheck without a care anymore. Then again its hard to care, when your company is cutting your hours hoping you will quit, what else are you supposed to feel? It doesn’t matter how well you do your job or go out of your way to help another person. I am smiling on the inside and out, because they have no idea of who I am?

Wondering why can’t I have a job where I can work when and where I want? Is there any place like that or is that a dream? I am Smiling, because I am getting close to enjoying a job just like that. Its going to be a happy and sad time once I give my two weeks notice.

Happy that I am finally setting my dreams free and sad that I am leaving a few passing friends. A passing friend is someone you talk to when you see them, but my real friends will still be around wherever I go.

Thank You Jesus for my new and better job.

The End!!

Not Giving Up

Step up and step out.

It’s time to be free.

I found my dream

and know how

to set it free.

Following through

is another story.

Is this editor a real editor?

You type in the company name,

can’t be found.

You go to Bettet Business Bureau,

can’t be found.

Wondering how else can you double check?

Where else can you go to check?

Just when I am ready to jump in the deep end,

I get stuck on the high board,

but I am

Not going to give up.

Not going to stop jumping until

My Dream is

Free!!!!

The

        End!

Keeping my Word.

I can’t believe I am keeping my word a few minutes at a time. I stopped looking at the big picture and started looking at things piece by piece and stop being overwhelmed.

It’s 12/27/2018 at 4:49am est and my time to get ready for work. I said I needed to work on my blanket (I did a few stitches on a new project), I need to work on my writing (today was personal & not my book), and I am planning on having a great day.

So, I am ending this thought with a smile, because I’ve done what I said I was going to do…

The End!