I knew today was going to be different, because I stepped out of my normal. I got up two hours before I had planned on getting up. I would normally lay there trying to go back to sleep. That never really works, my mind starts thinking of things to do, and the thoughts get louder the more you try to push them aside.
I really didn’t want to move from the warmth of my bed. “Ugh I am awake.” Oh well what’s done is done. Lights out as I reached for the remote control and soon gospel with in the air and I was on the move. I still didn’t want to turn the lights on, so with a candle, and a little lights coming from the open patio blinds it was enough light for me to walk around my apartment.
Some may think I am not doing it right, because I am not walking outside or on a machine. This is where they are wrong. I have been walking around my apartment a d doing a low impact workout out and my back is slowly getting back to where there isn’t any pain. Although I do want to walk around my new neighborhood, but the reality of me being in so much pain I couldn’t move. No thank you. I just smile and keep on being me. I must be doing something right, otherwise they wouldn’t be trying to bring me down.
I will not stay in a box like everyone else. I will be moving forward and when I get so far in front of them, maybe they will want to catch up to me.
The sun is out and I will be working on my book as I enjoy sitting on the patio before the bugs start to come out. I can’t wait to get my 1st cup of coffee…