All I can say is, “always listen to that inner voice,” and don’t be afraid to change your steps. I am going into my new life strong, bold, and doing things my way. I am laughing, because I can already hear the doubters. I am laughing and I will NOT be listening to them and I WILL NOT explain to them my new outlook on my life.
Did you catch onto the last two words of my past sentence? (My Life) I just got done with three hours of reading, taking notes, and deciding what was a good or bad idea for my magazine. I did learn a lot of things, one of them I am going to have to be a copywriter, and learn as I go.
I was even thinking about passing on all that work and just adding my stories to my blog and a BIG NO – NO started screaming in my head. Wow, I had to close my eyes and think about what I was about to do, and why?
There are so many things wrong with adding a business thought to your personal life and the two should Never be as one. I agree I will remain true to myself in both areas, but they are two different mind frames.
- I am basically enjoying talking (typing) about my feelings, things I have done, or planning to do. Just like thunder my words are loud and all over the place.
- I will still be creative, because that will be what my magazine will be about, but I cannot change from that point of view. It will not be as personal, but you will still see me in each word that is read.
My mind is saying go to another point and get back to learning, because I need to know more. I am looking out of the window and although the sky is grey, there is enough light for me to work on my blanket, but that will have to wait.
I also noticed a book I have to return to the library. I wanted to write a review on it, because I decided I was going to add that (a book review) to my magazine.
Although the few people I have told, they said I shouldn’t, and how it should be about one subject. I keep telling people I am Not a One Subject Kind of Girl..
In the end I am going to be me no matter what and I hope I am not alone.
This is my command—be strong and courageous! Do not be afraid or discouraged. For the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.”
Joshua 1:9 NLT
Bye IV Now, LD*