I have been putting this off for way too long, and today I thought I would try once again to learn more about working on a computer. There are free learning tools online. I went with AARP, but I soon ran into a problem. 

I needed to work on Microsoft Word and wasn’t sure if this computer had that program. So, of course I asked google a question, and ……

{} https://www.techwalla.com/articles/how-to-find-out-if-i-have-word-installed-on-my-computer 

How to Find Out If I Have Word Installed on My Computer,” by Caroline Jackson. {}

This didn’t really help..’

Same question, reworded, and again the above article came up. If it didn’t help the first time, it’s not going to help now.  

I am going to have to go to school and get it done. I was trying to save some money, but I am so OVER working for someone else’s company. There is a world out there and I want to see it. I cannot do that, if I am working paycheck to paycheck and NEVER seeing any light.

I will just have to put off my trip to a beach (Well now I want to go to Japan) and learn how to get this computer to work for me. After all, I am the ONLY one who can  STOP ME!

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There is no fear in love [dread does not exist]. But perfect (complete, full-grown) love drives out fear, because fear involves [the expectation of divine] punishment, so the one who is afraid [of God’s judgment] is not perfected in love [has not grown into a sufficient understanding of God’s love].

1 John 4:18 AMP https://bible.com/bible/1588/1jn.4.18.AMP

But he did not doubt or waver in unbelief concerning the promise of God, but he grew strong and empowered by faith, giving glory to God,

Romans 4:20 AMP https://bible.com/bible/1588/rom.4.20.AMP

Jesus replied, “Even if I do testify on My own behalf, My testimony is valid, because I know where I came from and where I am going; but you do not know where I come from or where I am going.

John 8:14 AMP https://bible.com/bible/1588/jhn.8.14.AMP

When I was at work yesterday, a training manager kept coming into my work area micromanaging, and I was trying to not let him bug me. I finally asked him, “What did he want,” because he couldn’t talk. He tells me what he wanted, and I am like “I am working in this tiny spot, but he wanted that spot.” I almost clocked out, but I didn’t.

That person didn’t see me and treated me like I was nothing, but I know who I am and where I am going. Head held high, Eyes are fully opened, and like the title of one of  Ms. Diana Ross’s songs. “I AM COMING OUT!” and one day I will be paying my bills my way. (I just realized that was a title from another song and “My Way,” is a Usher Raymond song title) I may not listen to that music anymore, but I still remember here and there…

Bye IV Now, LD*