There comes a time when you realize you have to step out of the box, to get to a better place, and be a better person. You know what has to be done and how to go about it and I sound  like a run on sentence. I can laugh at my last attempt to get out of this box. It didn’t work. 

 

Do I allow my past failures to stop me from moving forward or do I get back up and try again. It’s true if you let the pain fill you and the doubt from so called caring family and friends stay in your mind you will never break through. Some never had a dream or never tried to set it free. They will never want to to by past them, then once you have past them, and you are truly becoming whom you were meant to be. I plead with you to remember who was really there for you and not those who want to take all that you have.

 

I now have part of a song that say something about “friends,” and I am coming up blank on where and who it came from. I am only 50 my memory shouldn’t be this bad? It’s 5:58am let me step away and hopefully it will come to me. 3 girls..

 

8:22am. I remembered the girl group TLC had a song talking about friends at the same time a free webinar came on and I needed more information about starting an Etsy account. A former coworker had an account on etsy and she kept on telling me she wasn’t making any money and every other thing that went wrong when she tried to improve her account before she gave up.

 

I smiled and wished her luck not knowing what else to say. I needed more information. I didn’t look into it then, because I was still believing in working hard for a company to get ahead. It didn’t happen. I realized if I had put that energy in myself, I may not be in trouble today, but I am never giving up.

 

I didn’t think just signing up for an etsy.com was going to help me start my home-based business (as my friend did). I figured I would crochet until I was ready to start my research. Then by chance, I came across a free workshop by Rena Christine from www.cupcaketraings.com, and a better idea on how to start an etsy account.

 

Well, after a cup of coffee I will go through that list and continue to learn before I start my new account.  I am looking forward to doing something scary and life changing. 

 

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I set out with a plan and I pretty much followed that plan for a few days. I was wondering when I would get bored crocheting the same pattern. True I was changing colors, so that was different, but somewhat the same.

 

Looking out the window I couldn’t believe it was an after 1pm, because the sky was turning grey and there was thunder in the air. “Yeah,” I will only say that if I was in the house. 

 

Moving quickly to gather a few items to actually go out and enjoy the storm as it started to rain safe and dry on the patio. I took a picture, wrote on my Facebook page, set up my music, and was ready to start a new crochet project.

 

The problem came when the sun decided it wanted to return. Okay sun you wasn’t going to take my patio time away from me. I continue to work, but the sun won.  I look forward to another cool day to enjoy on the patio. 

 

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Morning comes so early. I am grateful for another day and I know one day I will start my day after the sun brightens the sky, but until that day I await the 6am city bus.. 

 

When it’s dark and only you and noisy chirping bugs standing at the bus stop you have to at least pretend to be awake. Any other time you would start planning your day, but one has to be mindful of their surroundings when beyond lock doors.

 

I was told some years ago you could leave your door open and the mailman could leave a package on your doorstep without a problem. The kids could play without parents always being on guard, because the neighborhood always had extra eyes.

 

I have always wondered why this change happened, because

 

1. They took the Bible out of schools.
2. Men and women wasn’t standing up to who they were. Meaning Men holding the family together  and women not acting like they were married when they weren’t married at all.
3. Then maybe too much drinking or your reality wasn’t looking like your dream?

 

Who knows why some changes wasn’t for the best, but I guess that’s called life. We all have to walk a path that’s our own and its the right one. .may your tomorrow will be better than yesterday..

 

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As I sit on the patio enjoying a cool breeze safe from the rain and the ignoring flying bugs that always like to bite me. I am smiling, because I have been meaning to do this for weeks. Well, at least the last time it rained.

 

I got bored with the granny squares (crochet) and went online (YouTube) to not only look up new patterns, but to learn how to do them. I may know how to crochet and I say I am pretty good, but love to learn as much as I can to improve my craft.

 

When people say they want to learn, but it’s hard. I just smile and direct them to youtube. I suggest listening and looking at least five different people, because not everyone can teach. 

 

1. You should be able to understand them.
2. They should talk slowly and clearly.
3. Showing how its done and not just giving directions.

 

I learned two new crochet stitches and got working on them right away. One was from my favorite site (Jada InStitches). I learned how to do a “c2c granny square.” It was cool, but a little too big and I couldn’t get this stitch to work with my regular granny stitch. So, another time.

 

The other stitch I learned was called, “the drunken granny stitch,” by the secret yarnery. I couldn’t wait to get started. I picked out my color and was enjoying myself until I realized I didn’t have enough to compete the yarn. I was going to put it aside until I could get more yarn, and I wished I had kept that thought. I took it out and made granny squares out of them and today I found some extra yarn

 

I saw another stitch I wanted to learn, but she was talking way too fast. I was able to get through half of what she was doing, but when she got to a new stitch. She lost me and I gave up. Well, I went back to my regular granny stitch.

 

 I am torn between making the granny squares, (because I am going to start selling them) or start making this cool blanket again? (Pink and biege looked cool together) Think I will decide over a cup of tea….

 

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Its 4:56am now (up since 4:15am playing township ~ my little country in the city online game) and the sun isn’t up. I realized eating a light dinner may sound like a good idea, but not if your tummy wakes you before the sun.

 

Well, now that I think about it, this is my work day schedule, but I don’t have to go to work.  Now there are times when I can sleep and have to get up and times (like today) when I am on my time. I should be able to sleep.

 

There’s nothing I can do, but start my day. In away it’s a good thing. I can get to the store early, before the sun gets it too hot to walk, and back in the air to enjoy my coffee.

 

Who says one has to sleep late on a Saturday? One day, but not today.

 

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