• 

The sun is out, but I am inside at work. Working from paycheck to paycheck without a care anymore. Then again its hard to care, when your company is cutting your hours hoping you will quit, what else are you supposed to feel? It doesn’t matter how well you do your job or go out of your way to help another person. I am smiling on the inside and out, because they have no idea of who I am?

Wondering why can’t I have a job where I can work when and where I want? Is there any place like that or is that a dream? I am Smiling, because I am getting close to enjoying a job just like that. Its going to be a happy and sad time once I give my two weeks notice.

Happy that I am finally setting my dreams free and sad that I am leaving a few passing friends. A passing friend is someone you talk to when you see them, but my real friends will still be around wherever I go.

Thank You Jesus for my new and better job.

The End!!

Step up and step out.

It’s time to be free.

I found my dream

and know how

to set it free.

Following through

is another story.

Is this editor a real editor?

You type in the company name,

can’t be found.

You go to Bettet Business Bureau,

can’t be found.

Wondering how else can you double check?

Where else can you go to check?

Just when I am ready to jump in the deep end,

I get stuck on the high board,

but I am

Not going to give up.

Not going to stop jumping until

My Dream is

Free!!!!

The

        End!

I can’t believe I am keeping my word a few minutes at a time. I stopped looking at the big picture and started looking at things piece by piece and stop being overwhelmed.

It’s 12/27/2018 at 4:49am est and my time to get ready for work. I said I needed to work on my blanket (I did a few stitches on a new project), I need to work on my writing (today was personal & not my book), and I am planning on having a great day.

So, I am ending this thought with a smile, because I’ve done what I said I was going to do…

The End!

• 

I remember writing a list, but I don’t recall actually following that list.

Now as the days turned into weeks or maybe a month or two,

and I am just remembering that forgotten list.

A new question come to thought,

“do I start that list or rewrite it, and hope I follow through?”

We all go through our everyday moves “no problem” and that’s good.

Then things get a little buggy with a little change.

I remember years ago

I never knew what I was going to do that day

or where I was going, (other than school or work).

It didn’t matter, I faced it, and never looked back.

I wonder where that free spirit went

and how can I get her back?

I am Smiling,

because of this thought.

I was going to add on,

but

“A Thought,”  

is just

that

A

Thought.