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Okay, there comes a time

when you have to say, “enough is enough”

and stop listening and start being yourself.

I listened to people talk to and at me.

They have something to say from my clothes

to how I am wearing them to my hair style.

The same reruns about my bags and make-up.

              I am not into the latest fashion,

(one, I didn’t like the 70’s when I live through it)

my clothes are cleaned

(yes sometimes wrinkled, but still clean)

and “no” I do not want an iron.

I know there are countless colors,

but that doesn’t mean

I have to go out of my comfort zone

or wear colors I  don’t like.

True they may be simple, but they match.

(and my favorite colors are pink and yellow)

-You  can whatever color you like.

I dress my age and my weight

and I dress for me.

I would like to wear high heels again,

one day, but until then

a nice pair of flats will do.

If you get your eyebrows done,

add a little more color on your face,

and maybe some jewelry?

Funny, I got my brows done,

and a little lip gloss works best for me.

And, I without a bag means

– no crochet

– no books  

all in all would not be me.

I like headbands

I’ve lost count being told

I shouldn’t.

I actually stopped wearing them,

but today I had to be me.

I am Smiling, because

I missed me, Lee!

No more listening

to meaningful

or meaningless

People

and

Start being

Me!

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End!

Ever had a crazy thought moment?  Well I did while I was at work sizing blankets and out of nowhere I turned to a co-worker I said, “I am a full/Queen.”

Co-worker, “You’re a what?” she sounded confused. “I don’t get it?”

I just laughed and repeated what I had said, “I am a Full/Queen. I’m a full figure women and I am also a Queen.” holding a blanket up for her to see shaking her head as she turned back to her work.

 

I kept the second part of my thought to myself, because I didn’t think she would have gotten the whole thought? “I am a full/Queen waiting for my King!”

 

That thought kept me going throughout my work day. What I believe a  Queen is and how I carry myself to be just like a Queen should be. A strong women who is smart and Not afraid to be herself. I work hard, pay my bills, take care of my family, and help as much as I can with what I have. I am not planning on staying on ground level for long. I am working hard to set my dreams free and my Faith will keep me moving forward. I will build my dream house, I will travel more, and encourage others along the way. When I find Love. I will fight to keep that love strong with each passing day and every year that pass and a simple white dress to start that journey on its right path.

 

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Planning

               and Thinking

                                    and Writing

                                                      and Seeing the Outcome

                                                                                               and being Patience

                                                                                                                    and Following Through

all comes at an, “Ugh Moment”  when there is, “No action”being done with those great feelings.  Laughing at all the time you spent daydreaming on what could be if:

 

1. You put everything in writing.
2. You figure out how to make your writing reality.
3. You take your time to dot every “i”.
4. You have put in your time and heart, but nothing has come from your plans.

 

I guess one should truly stop and think things through and ask yourself an important question, “do I want to set this dream free or is it just a dream?”

 

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               End!

When you have put aside your dreams and accepted any job (just to pay the bills or try too anyways) one may forget those dreams of yesterday. Some may say things change, because you like what you are doing. There comes a time when you are tired of hiding, because you know you are better than what you allow people to see. {NKJ ~ Deuteronomy 31:6 Be strong and of a good course, fear not, nor be afraid of them; He will not fail thee, nor forsake thee.}

 

One has to decide whether the place you are working at is:

 

1. A forever job       – is a job where you can grow within the company. Some may just see themselves as a supervisor or a manager. Then others may see themselves as a buyer (if you are working in retail and you buy what will be sold at the store) or as a stager (the person who design the displays and showcase the products) or enjoy what they are doing without change.
2. A temporary job  – a job where you work while you are studying (taking college classes, and preparing to set your dreams free) and you will be moving on to better things.
3. A part – time job – a job where you are paying your bills and barely surviving and that leave less nothing left over to really live (paycheck to paycheck).

 

If you are going through your day in a blur, days turn into weeks, weeks into months, and months into years without so much of a change? Ask yourself, “am I still happy in what I am doing or is there more?”  If a forgotten dream has resurfaced and will Not go away. I believe it’s time to set that forgotten dream free. It’s Never too late as long as you don’t give up. It’s time to set your Dreams Free!!!

   

 

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                                                  End!!!